As I sooo patiently wait for my little boy's arrival into this world, I suppress my anxious thoughts and feelings of panick by typing them out here, it not only distracts me but it helps me gather my thoughts to express exactly how I'm feeling. I would also love to hear other people's encouraging words that will help me get through these last days of pregnancy, for this past week has felt like an eternity and although I feel excited during the day, my anxiety settles in at night and makes me sit and wonder of all the things that could go wrong, even though I have no real reason to think such irrational thoughts. I'm both ready and not ready to give birth, and it frustrates me. I guess these feelings are normal, but with only 2 more days until my due date, each day seems to drag on. I'm afraid of being induced, in fear that the baby will be hurt or I'll have to get a c section. I just hope everything will be fine and baby is healthy, I want him outta me!