I wrote a couple of weeks ago about the natural disasters happening and how it was causing me anxiety. The anxiety started going away. Then the earthquake in mexico happened yesterday and now I feel california is next for the big one and in terrified. Some days I can be okay with thinking about it but some times.. especially at night, i have anxiety and panic attacks thinking about it happening. Just thinking about the feeling and the shaking scares me!! Ive been through earthquakes but nothing huge. I literally want to move but my parents think im crazy. But idk. I feel trapped which feeds my anxiety. I feel like once i lessen one fear and anxiety.. another comes. This is soo annoying. I just wanna live in the state of mind that whatever happens.. happens. I wanna be my old self and go with the flow.