I've felt like shi't the past few days. But after reading agora1's posts and others I feel pretty good about myself. I hung out with my parents and two nephews this weekend and didn't feel like an outcast. My nephews loved me and I loved being with them! It was a good weekend for me! I just wanted to share this wonderful yet sparse expierince with everyone to give them hope that good times are out there! Thank you!! And thanks agora1 for giving me hope, you are a great member of our community.