Hello I am looking for answers desperately. I was recently at a music festival (no drugs) and every night when i'd go home and even when I was there and out of a show in the sea of people getting food, i would feel as if I was lagging. When I would move my body it felt (and feels) like it was happening multiple times. A swift motion would almost look chopped. Like I was missing frames and I would feel when the next frame picked up. Even now, 16 days later this still happens but iun bursts. It will happen when I walk downstairs and at other weird times. When for instance I look at the TV, it feels like everything else around me is pure background (almost a weird surreal feeling). When I move room to room I am in awe that I am in the room that I am in (like time moved too fast). Just today I came downstairs after feeling good post - shower and I was staring at my pantry for what seemed to be 30 seconds and in my head saying wow this is happening and was focusing on it happening. When I am concentrated and really focused on DOING other things, it goes away. But as soon as it crosses my mind again, it seems to happen. My vision also looks a little blurrier than usual. I do have glasses and they do temporarily help (I think the change of focus temporarily distracts me). But this even happens in school. I have noticed that it comes on when I am within a vicinity of many people (doesn't explain why it almost always happens when I walk downstairs in my house). For example I was pretty much good until I was in my school cafeteria at a table surrounded by seas of people. Also at the music festival, I was fine in the concert crowds when the music was playing (distraction I think), but when we had to walk to another stage or to get food in seas of people, it was worst. Basically I have been trying to not think about it but I just cant, I am constantly thinking about it. Is this anxiety? I think so because it seems to happen in crowds of people more often (KEEP IN MIND IT HAPPENS A LOT EVEN NOT AROUND MANY PEOPLE). I just would really like to know if anyone else has felt // is feeling the way I do. Please comment on this if you know or want to share anything whatsoever in order to help me or others.
Thank you all so much