Health anxiety 😓🤕😷😔

[Eva24]

Anyone with health anxiety... I need help.. my health anxiety has gotten out of hand so bad I'm going depressed. I'm slowly pushing people away ..I can't be alone at home because I'm afraid of my own thoughts..I'm a stay at home mom, with a 8 month old baby.. and what kills me is I don't know what's wrong with me..I don't have insurance or a lot of money to go and get checked out,to finally give me a peace of mind.. Ima scared of my pains ..and wonder is it my stress and anxiety? My mind? I'm being paranoid...right? Or no...I'm sick ..it's the big C ... I sound crazy and I'm so damn tired of the " it's ok.its all in ur head" BS.... I wanna enjoy my life and be positive but I bring my self to never enjoy anything ....

[Wilburbudgirl]

What type of pains do you get?

[Eva24 in reply to Wilburbudgirl]

Man hip pain ...armpit pains ...neck pain lymph nodes pain no swelling as well as possible lipoma lower back dimple ...it goes on...

[Ihateanixety1]

I'm exactly the same! I have a 12 month old and really finding it hard going through this

[Eva24 in reply to Ihateanixety1]

It's horrible apparently a lot of moms said it's post partum idk 😓

[Icanbeathis2016]

Yes i am going through the exact same thoughts mentally. Im always thinking i have a bad illness or the C word or the brain tumor thoughts and i am constantly worried. I worry so much i dont even enjoy life. Im stuck in tunnel vision a lot and i cant focus and i have so many goals i want to pursue for myslelf but anxiety keeps me caged in my own head and thinking of death constantly and im scared most of the time. No you dont sound crazy. And i too am disheartened because i dont have any insurance or a lot of money either to just go get checkups whenever i need to. I basically find myself going to the er racking up on bills that i dont have the money or insurance to cover.

[Hidden]

Hey I hope your hanging in there alright, without all the ins and outs of it I would strongly suggest getting outside as much as possible and interacting with whoever you can. It may seem like the hardest thing in the world but 4 walls and your thoughts will only make the anxiety work. With love

[Eva24 in reply to Hidden]

EXACTLY THANK U!!! It's horrible to be stuck at home especially with a screaming baby and a tv and ur phone ...that's were evil google comes on

[Aliciar]

I'm right there with you. I've had tons of test done and all came back ok but I still fear something is wrong with me and will take me away from my kids I have a 2 yr old and 7 month old. I'm scared to loss them or them to loss me. It's all I can think about and it's taking time away from my kids and I'm not enjoying them grow up. I hate it it really sucks. I'm in meds but not sure if it's the right kind 12.5 of Paxil cr.

[Eva24 in reply to Aliciar]

Sorry to hear that mama ... it's hard and the guilt kills me my son dose not deserve me being anxious and depressed everyone thinks I'm a freak like