Ugh, my anxiety has been pretty bad lately to the point where I'm becoming afraid to even leave my house. When I go outside everything looks surreal and it's too much for me and I end up getting dizzy and nauseous. (especially when it's sunny out) Going for walks is the worst because I just feel like reality isn't real and it's going to slip right out from under me at any second. I get static-y vision too. I've also just been feeling generally unwell lately. All of this is really bringing me down. Not being able to go out and do things in the summer because of my anxiety is really unfair. And I need to find a job but i'm afraid i won't be able to keep one like this.