Hi, I'm simplxspaces and I guess I suffer from anxiety disorder. It sucks. Really.
I guess you could say my situation is quite *unique* (I'm not trying to say I'm special or anything) my dad is from the USA and my mom is from Brazil, and we are in the process of moving from Brazil to the USA. I went there December 2015, it was great at first but by January 2017 everything went downhill. I have a phobia of puking, and it's always been there but never this intense. I stopped eating as much, lost almost 20 lb and had to come back to Brazil for the summer (my mom is still living in Brazil while my dad is in the USA bc retirement, they're not split up) and as time progressed I was pressured with the big decision: where do you want to stay? Brazil or USA? Which is huge, I'm not talking about something that'll affect me for a month, this is my entire life we're talking about. I've been seeing a therapist and making that decision rationally. But now I'm worsening because I only have two weeks left with my mom and my therapist which caused me to have two mental breakdowns in a day, it wasn't pretty. I don't take meds, I only take like 'natural meds'. So this is basically my story, nice to meet you. I need some help, support, and input, we're trying everything (which explains why I'm here).