I need to see if anyone else feels this way, I am barely affected by the thought of death itself, but the pain that accompanies it is what scares me. Whether it be eternal oblivion or some form of an afterlife, death itself doesn't really bother me, especially since it is inevitable. There isn't many painless ways to die, unless by suicide there is only a couple painless ways to go, but things more "natural" like heart attacks and strokes sound like a living hell to go through. Does anyone else feel this way? I mean panic attacks already feel terrible for me, especially when they are extreme and last a long time, but it couldn't compare to the actual thing.