Wow today was so hot, our weather is finally changing on the East Coast. But anyways I was so weak and just broke down and cried for about an hour. It's funny because my brother is here and staying until Sunday with his Girlfriend. We have been through a lot together and sort of grew apart once we got older but let me say it was so easy for me to cry and express myself to him, it was like we were kids again and He knew exactly what to say. He said I've always been the "strong one" and just like a full glass my brain is now tipping over. He also said he went through this and I will overcome this and be my happy self Again once I release everything I have bottled up.