(Read my first post to understand) I need help. I feel like I'm trapped inside my mind and I can't get out. Everywhere I go I feel like I'm in a dome or a tunnel if that makes any sense. I live in a dream and I can't wake up. I'm beyond terrified. I finally got the courage to hangout with a friend after 3 months, it went ok but I suffered the whole time but kept quiet because I wanted to act like my old self. I don't know what to do anymore..