for the last 6mths (september) it has literally been hell for me with my anxiety, wasn't able to go out, scared if i had some heart problem, intrusive thoughts that left me crying all day ,everyday, panic attacks multiple times a day which kept me from doing anything! i thought i was never gonna get out of this mess, thought that this will stay with me forever and i would become crazy. I didn't feel me.
my anxiety now is so much better than it was the past 6mnths and im happy to say that i can go out now, by myself without feeling anxious or even realising that im not anxious, going out in the afternoon to exercise with other people, handling situations far more better than i use to, eating without having a panic attack afterwards (i don't have an eating disorder , i get scared that my heart rate will raise), rarely have panic attacks and being the most happy I've been since September. i still struggle with anxiety at times and somedays i do feel anxious but im much better than i was before and by continuing to recover, i will overcome this. for those of you that are in a dark position now, there will be light full of happiness and joy waiting for you if you take action. see a psychologist, your doctor, start eating healthy, go out for walks, watch your favourite movie/show, have fun with friends.
please message me for questions and i will try my best to give a supportive answer
take care, you can do this