My Lowest Point..

[WhereIsFreedom]

Panic disorder sufferer since 2008

And iam on and off with it.. Its been 5 months since my last post and i decided to comeback last night.. Iam getting panic attacks only at Night whether i fell asleep and wake up with my heart racing and thwn anxiety kicks in or just before bed i get one... It started last night. And Now iam paranoid like maybe my Arteries are getting. Clogged i was told like 6 months ago i had risk of High Cholesterol and ever since that i was too scared to go back to the doctor to do a redo bloodwork and now iam stuck with the thought of what if i have high cholesterol and Diabetes. Iam Overweight and Iam Scared iam going to die from a HA or Stroke. Scary... Iam so sad tonight... I guess it'll be another one of those nights 😥