I used to live in Phoenix for a bit and it was easy to deal with winter because it was great weather... I am suffering with a lot of anxiety lately, gerd, high blood pressure and etc. I had to go to the hosptial three times, still feel awful. Seeing a gastrointestinal doc in a week. The gerd makes it very hard but started driving out to Portland OR to start coding school, thoughts of leaving my Wife and kids and safe zone to go some where that I know only a couple people for four months overwhelmed me... I had to turn around. Gerd was crazy, blood pressure was 145/102.. restarted me on blood pressure meds, gerd medication... I feel very sick now. Worse than without being on these medications. Anxiety is high, started seeing a therapist and next week a psychiatric nurse and then a psychiatrist. Anxiety is awful, so sorry any of you have to deal with it. It's hard because I constantly think something else is wrong with me, something very serious... getting muscle twitches at night and sinus pressure. Ugh.... Good to see other people out there that care about each other and our issues. It's hard to talk about them with people without anxiety issues, they try to sympathize but can't really understand.