Stressed a bit

[g33kgirl86]

Christmas wasn't as calm as I had hoped. Instead there was huge shouting matches with my brother to which almost led me getting a taxi home.

Everything is still going on at work with the grievance and the silent treatment towards me from said colleague but now there is second stressor... My contract ends 12 weeks today and I still don't know what's happening. I've been applying for jobs and nothing. I'm a bit panicked today that I am not going to be kept on and not be able to get another job.

I don't know if I can take much more stress. I've got my check up with my doctor next Friday but I don't want to have my meds increased again. They just got decreased three months ago.

I know I need to ride it out but today I just feel the crap keeps rolling down hill.