I have recently started a new job and I'm finding it difficult due to lack of confidence.
I have been made to feel awful about myself from a young age up until my last job.
I was bullied in my last job quite badly, I was made to feel like I was useless and couldn't do my job. The bullying lasted for 4 years because they would tell me I would never find another job( which I believed, causing me to stay and put up with it).
I have come home tonight after my shift and just completely broke down, I didn't realise how much the bullying has affected my confidence. I feel useless and stupid and paranoid that they see me as useless.
I just want my confidence back.