Sorry I've been gone for so long I've been very busy with school and such. My mum recently found out about my girlfriend and forced me to breakup with her leaving me on my own again. And being back had school has broken me. I feel nothing. Everyday it gets worse. There's nothing I can do and I feel like I'll be stuck in this endless cycle forever. I don't know if I can make it through another set of exams, let alone two and picking what I want to do with my future.