I fear death, it has became a phobia, a phobia that has also turned into health anxiety, "hypocondria". I've never feared death like I do now, I've never even had Heath anxiety. I mean yes, I have thought about it here and there but, not like now. I am constantly looking things about death up, looking up symptoms, thinking I have a horrible disease or cancer or even an anerysum. I've been to doctors and they tellme I'm fine, it is just anxiety. I just want my old life back. I want to be okay again. This all started after I passed out from being over dehydrated and then I had a severe panic attack, I thought I was having a heart attacks. I wonder is there anyway I can get my old mentality back?