So today, I've been having a rough day, and I was needing to reach out.
Sometimes when I pray, I'll text a prayer, or type a message to God in the search bar or somewhere and hit enter. I know He hears me either way, but today I just typed in, "God I need you". A song came up that I had heard once when I was driving across Texas -I used to love to just find any excuse to drive and just go somewhere far. It would always ease my mind and with being an adventurist type, I would find the end of a road, park and just walk into the woods.
Anyway- back to the song. I remember hearing the words and the song just touched me. She gave a few lines after the song to talk about what the song had meant to her and why she wrote it.
Instantly remembering today that the song was written because she has suffered anxiety and panic attacks for a long time. Pretty ironic huh?
When I first heard the song, I had no idea what anxiety really was or panic attacks. I now have been dealing with them for almost 3 years and I totally understand what she means.