Im starting to feel like I have no support system at home. My family is very very small (just my aunt and poppop due to deaths in the family over the past few years) and I really dont have friends like that. Alot of my "friends" stopped being there after I had my son which oh well fuck them their loss. My OH doesnt know shit about anxiety or depression. Even though he has had depression before you would think he would get it more. I feel like he hates me for it. My aunt thinks Im making something out of nothing. The only people I have constantly is my two kids. But they are very overwhelming. Two boys, always fighting, arguing, wanting my attention, needing me for something. I love them though but Im so overwhelmed. I feel alone and its depressing as hell.