It started with a sore throat month ago I've had numerous strep tests.. negative.in the past my doctor said my tonsils need to come out but I've seen four different ENTS and they say they don't see much. But I'm in pain. Can't function. It's not in my head. Right sided tonsil throat pain and I feel like crap. Been on diflucan nystatin for possible yeast. Claritin now and flonase. I'm going on a trip in 2 days. I'm extremely terrified that I'll get worse and can't do anything about it. It's a cruise which I don't want to go on now but wife and daughter would kill me. I always have vacation anxiety but I'm really scared. Don't know what to do. Sounds stupid but a month already cmon. Last year I went in cruise and weeks before had stomach issues. Wife says I always do this but I don't know what to think. I don't feel well but I'm wondering what to do. And how much is actually physical and how much is mental.