I need help

[brad12]

i feal weird like im disconnected a littlebit but i feal out of it Just not the same as i used to like lack of feelings its not that i do not have feelings but there foggy and i feal empty .

i do not feal like a normal human i feal as if im not here like im pushed back in my mind watching myself and not controlling myself 

[brad12]

my real name is brady

[brad12]

and im a bit shaky