Well it's been a week solid now. I promised myself I wouldn't devote any time to it and try to forget about it but that has become an impossibility.
Basically, I can't stand up for more than like, a few minutes. It's unbearable! As soon as I stand, I get this almost instant horrible tension that starts in my neck and usually spreads to the lower back of my head and even roof of my mouth?! It sounds stupid I know but that's the only way I can describe it. This all happens within a few seconds. Occasionally it may be a minute or two. No matter what I seem to do whilst stood, it doesn't go away, and usually gets worse until I can't bare it anymore (usually after only 4 or 5 minutes) and have to sit down! This feeling is usually accompanied by a weird off-balance/ dizzy feeling (not like vertigo, more like lightheadedness) which will come in soon after the tension and come in waves, normally getting worse and worse until I feel as if I'm going to pass out... It's UTTERLY terrifying! Even during the small gaps between the lightheadedness, if I walk, it literally feels like I'm walking on a trampoline or matress, like the floor is going up and down with each step (which I mentioned in my previous post)!
Really can't deal with this anymore. I thought I was struggling before but this past week has blown everything else out of proportion. I've read about "POTs" in the past and I'm basically convinced 100% that I have that or some other horrible dysfunction. I'm literally scared to get up and do anything, 'cause the longer I spend up eveyday, the longer the symptoms seem to stay, even when I'm sat down.
Like I've said previously, I've had an ECG and blood test whic were both absolutely fine, and my blood pressure has been taken multiple times and has never caused any concern! I've only ever had it taken sitting down though so that's why I'm so convinced they're missing something. You all know how it is haha.
Just need some reassurance until I can go back to the Doctor's! Does anyone else go through this? Would be helpful to know! And thanks to everyone that commented on my first post as well. Definitely made me feel a little better mentally xx Cheers!