Hello, my name is Lynn, I just lost my Husband October17th 2015. I am 56 years old. I have always suffered from severe anxiety disorder and I get panic attacks a lot lately, especially since my Husband died. You see it took until I was 47 to find my Soul mate, my best friend. Someone who loved me for all my issue's and tried to help me through them. I have been seeing a therepist for about a month and a half now and I still miss him so much. Sometimes I literally think that my heart aches for my love. My Therepist said I was Clinically Depressed. I also have health issues that I know worsen with the loss of my love. I found him myself on a Wal-Mart bench just sitting there not even looking up, and I called to him and said Honey why are you sleeping silly? In my heart from that distance I could tell something was wrong but I pushed it back in my head. I went over his eyes were rolled back and he was cold to the touch his mouth was open. I shook him no response I gave him a kiss blew into his mouth nothing I screamed for help. I was moved to a bench beside him and I could hear in the background the people that were working on him. Then they were cutting his clothes off. People were all around me but I went into sort of shock. That was 5 months ago and it still feels like yesterday. This March 16th is his birthday, and March 18th is the Anniversary of when we first met 9 years ago, and March 19th we would have been married 5years. The sadness anxiety depression has all worsened. I had to move out of our home and move in with Family. So much more but #struggleisreal
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