IT WILL NOT GO AWAY

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MY DOCTOR SAID MY ANXIATY WILL GO AWAY I DO NOT THINK SO SHE TOLD ME TO TAKE TWO TABS OF FISH OIL EVERY 6 HOURS THIS IS A JOKE RIGHT IT IS NOT DOING

ANY THING SHE SAID IT TAKES A WILE WELL I CAN NOT LIVE WITH MY SELF I CAN NOT I CAN NOT BREATH I BELTHCH ALL THE TIME MY EYES ARE IDEEP IN MY HEAD FROM DRUGS YEARS AGO AND DARKNESS AROUND MY EYES FROM A OLD INJERY MY EYE LIDS HAVE SHRIVELED AND DIS FORMED MY FACE SAGS LIKE A OLD LADY MY EYES ARE CLOSEING I CAN NOT STAY WAKE I LOOK REALY BAD AND I HAVE NO FREIND I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM MY SELF BUT I CAN NOT IM HANGGING ON BUT IT IS TO HARD I LOOK AT MY SELF ALL THE TIME AND THIS IS NOT HOW I LOOKED BEFORE EVEN WITH SEEP I LOOK LIKE A OLD HAG PLEASE DO NOT TELL BE IT IS FROM AGE BUT PEOPLE TELL ME IT IS IN MY HEAD NO IT IS NOT IT IS REAL NOW LOOK WHAT I HAVE DONE BECAUSE I WASENT THINKING WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I HAVE BAD LINES ON MY FACE I LOOK LIKE A OLD HAG AND HAGERED

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Ok: so your not old ? You just feel worn down? By your texting in capitals you are angry ?? Yep I get that! You blame your younger self ? Yep ? Can you change that? Nope!!!can you change now and your future? Yep with support and help from good friends, do you want that? Only you know this!! We're all on here to offer help but this is only born through the the want and need to listen ! You are beautiful , you can be a beautiful person it's not what you did or have done its that you want to change and want to move on!! Be that person you to me sound like you can do this!! You can live and be who you want to be a strong beautiful human . If you didn't you wouldn't have messaged!!

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Hello

Would you please stop writing your posts in capitals as said before I know you want to be heard but we are replying without the need for the capitals as it can make it so much harder to read , comes across like shouting and anyone using a talking device because they do have sight problems this would come across as shouting so please use lower case we will still reply

We have all done things we regret and sometimes it may have physically changed something about us appearance wise but let me say we change anyway especially as we get older

I have things about my face , my body I don't like and if I spent a lot of time looking at them what I don't like would start to look even worse because I would be focusing in that much that when you do everything starts to look so much worse than what it actually is

I am not sure how the fish oil will help you but if your Doctor has recommended it then it will not harm you but it really seems you have hang up's about your past and about your appearance that some kind of counselling /therapy would really help you , has your doctor not recommended any and if not I would really ask about been referred for some as you need to deal with this and I know how much it is getting to you but the only way to move forward is dealing with our issues and we do need help in doing so , please ask about some

Liking yourself comes from within and when we learn to like ourselves as a person then whatever we look like becomes less important to an extent where no matter how beautiful or maybe not we are we are ok with what looks back at us when we look through the mirror because inside we make up for what is on the outside

You have to start forgiving yourself for the past because that cannot be changed but focus on what you can do now , how you can be the best person you can in any one day , you can do this and learn to rebuild your life , it is never easy but again get the support you deserve and you can & will do it

Take Care x

[Redhots7 in reply to Hidden]

I type in Capitals sometimes because of my eyesight , I am not shouting at anyone and whoever decided that typing in Capitals is shouting is just wrong ! It is easier to type in all caps because you don't have to adjust your keyboard when you do need to capitalize something . Wish everybody would just get over the whole Capitalization thing . 😡 !

Like I said my eyesight gets blurred when I am tired, it is late at night or been reading far to many posts on a white screen !

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I am sorry you struggle with your eye sight , I have the same problem especially when I am tired and I am always adjusting the keyboard depending what I am doing on the computer but I do this as courtesy to others that may be reading

It really hurts my eyes when reading something that is ALL in capitals so I will have to bow out from trying to support and reply to posts that are wrote in this way but appreciate your replying in lower case as well as doing some little red faces to express your anger was a lot easier to read

I hope as you do not say that something in my last reply might have been helpful other than you disliking capitals being mentioned

I wish you all the best for the future

[Redhots7 in reply to Hidden]

Your reply was to another person not me, I didn't experience her problems so don't know if your reply helped he or not. What I did relate to was the use of Capitals, to which I responded. I am sure your advice was solid and meaningful to anyone needing it . No need to feel offended, that was not my intention. Simply making a statement about something you said , alls well 😘

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O I don't feel offended in any way what so ever would take a lot more than a comment to offend me and I would never think that a group of people with anxiety issues would offend each other especially intentionally as we all know how anxiety affects us and how this would affect one another which would be the last thing we would want

Each to their own though on how they feel on certain things and I really wish you the best day that you can possibly have today