Just wanted to share a pic of my little girl at her last dance class of the year yesterday. I don't always make it to her lessons each week due to my anxiety and panic attacks, but their was no way I was missing her getting treated for an awesome job she's done this year. Yes, I had a panic attack but I managed to get my ass in there, video a Christmas dance they preformed & get some snaps of her receiving her certificate. The smile on my babies face seeing that I made it melted me, but also hurt me inside as I should be there weekly watching her practice...why can anxiety hurt my daughter & make her miss having me at things that she enjoys! Anxiety...I hate you with every part of me, I hate fighting you & I hate that you make me miss out on things...BUT...slowly but surely you will begin to hate me back...because I'm on a war path to take you down & not allow you to ruin me & my daughters life anymore!