Im writng this while having a anxiety attack....
It startern while i was about to fall asleep
Cuddling with my partner. Thinkig about my lovely family. Listening to the splash of my fishtank filter, hamster running and spongebob. Haha
And suddenly bum
'I am going to die!' my mind said
It feels like ill stop breathing if i fall asleep and stop thinking about it. My heart is beating like crazy and it feels like im having a heart attack...
Maybe i am...
I wish someone would help me... Or i just die finally so it just goes way...
Why do people have to go through this?
Will it ever go away? Why is this happening? Please stop...
Its been an hour ince t started. Its 2 am... Start work at 8 tomorrow please let me sleep...
My chest hurts... I need help...
I feel a bit better after whiting this...
Hope it stops...
Good night </3