This place is a joke

[Jamesdean87]

I posted how I really feel I was in a bad place and reaching out that day I post looking for support and this damn thing takes down my post and clams I am hurting other members with my post I was just being real with my thoughts I thought this is what this page is for guess not ...makes me angry can't even put real thoughts and feeling here

[lucasbear22]

Hi James I'm so glad you've come back to us I hope you're feeling better about things now... I can understand how it makes you angry that your post was taking down but for some anxiety is very tough to deal with like yourself you have these thoughts...others may think that suicide could be the only way out and that's not true at all so your post could of upset a few members...of course if you feel really bad and need advice support etc just write a post on how bad you feel and ask someone if you could message them to talk about your mindset and emotions...you can always message me if you're looking for any support and remember you have helplines to speak to too...don't think you're alone because we are all here for you and each other just some subjects are more sensitive then others. Take care xxx

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You just have my friend. You are angry and feel let down. I think that all of us on here may have experienced that at one time or another. The people who monitor this site are very experienced and dont go out of their way to upset people. Perhaps your post was a bit too explicit for some other people who may be using this site. Find someone on here that you can develop a relationship with, who is able and willing to listen to your most difficult times. In some way I agree with you - talking about it by itself already brings a certain relief. Just remember that general posts are seen by anyone on this site. Dont be too hard on the monitors - they are protecting us all.

[sgbmandy]

Hi sunshine I hope you don't give up on this site. The team are here to protect us anxiety sufferers from hearing about suicide as you know the mind can be influenced quite easily with this illness, and their I some very young sufferers on here. Dont take it to heart, were all here to help and give hope to people that have maybe just started with this or to help people cope after years of suffering. Were all afraid of dying, and talk of ending a life is way out of our depths, it isn't the answer you can feel good again trust me, I know you've hit rock bottom and cant see a way out, but their is a way you just have to find it, I wont say its easy but reading posts from others and trying some of the things they do to send themselves on the right journey will help, giving up wont do you any good fight this bloody thing after all it is only our thoughts and the bodies way of dealing with the thoughts gives you the physical symptoms, like weakness'in body breathing shallow, tired aches, pains, heart racing sweating, pressure in head, sleeplessness' the list is endless, I get thoughts irrational sometimes thinking I've got a serious illness or I'm gonna pass out, thoughts that its never going to end the way I'm feeling, thinking I will never be able to enjoy myself ever again, thinking I going crazy, well I you think your going crazy you never will xxxx take that quote to your good memory bank cos its true, thinking why is this all happening to me, I always thought I wanna walk I someone else's shoes just for a day to feel normal again , well do you know what they could be worse off than you or me xxx why this is happening to us millions trillions of sufferers not just me or you xx its a chemical imbalance in the brain that god forgot to inject us with, were not dyeing were not crazy, we just have to learn to deal with it and make the most of our precious lifes and we you can, just like someone with no arms or legs learns to live with their disability, ours is a silent illness you'll. Be amazed at how many their I out there, James, even people you would never have thought like my son for instance he's 26 a university graduate very strong willed person physically and mentally he only told me a few years ago that he has panick attacks, and has done since he started college at 16 had them all through his studies and uni and I now a Batchelor of science and marine biologist. He was the last person id have thought off. I asked him if he still has them and he said yes, but he just shakes it off its just thoughts. Well id better end this essay sunshine. I hope some of this has helped don't leave the site. I. Here anytime you need reassuring or other symptoms that you get im an expert on the shitty illness 35 years experience lol. Cmon sunshine lets beat this mother fucker and get you on the right track again, xxxx mandy😁

[Whizz4 in reply to sgbmandy]

Mandy I love reading your advice to people, your way with words and attitude too is both funny and reassuring.. Your better then any doctor or pill ha xx

[sgbmandy in reply to Whizz4]

Omg why thank you. IT does me good too, if i can only help one person with my strength and outlook on this shitty illness in happy mandy😁 sometimes watch😉 my humour until I get to know them a little more then mad Mandy or peter pandy mandy comes out. Xxx 😊

[antsy101 in reply to sgbmandy]

That was one amazing post. Thank you. I very much enjoyed reading

[Lizbett]

Please DON'T take the removal of your post personally James since it has already been explained as to why it had to happen.

If your thoughts overwhelm you to that extent again, you MUST, MUST, MUST get in touch with a health care professional ASAP. I quite simply cannot stress that enough.

Alternatively, ring someone who can talk you through it, preferably a mental health care line that operates 24/7. Locate the number(s) and put it/them on speed dial. Also, do you have anyone in your life who can call to be with you until the feeling passes? If not, all the more reason to put certain telephone numbers on your phone.

Please continue to post here James.