Hating anxiety

[robinebc]

So after getting good results so far with doctor, I started having dreams I was gonna kill myself. Just bad negative thoughts and dreamt I let my kids and hubby die by terrorists. I felt so guilty after the dream. And my stomach has been in knots. My doctor put me on lexapro 10mg and zanax until lexapeo truly kicks in. My nuerologist is going to do a brain mri scan with and without contrast monday. Im just scared somwthing is wrong. Im just tired of freaking out. Im tired of tests and tired of doctors. Please keep me in your prayers everyone.

[Hidden]

Hey

I'll keep you in my prayers hun

First let's be thankful for what good things you have going on.

Dreams are just dreams. It could just be you thinking that you worry about your family and you feel like you are letting them down.

Try keeping positive and praying that everyhing will be okay. Imagine yourself happy and enjoying life with your family and make it a goal. Such as actually going to a park/theatre/dinner and just enjoying time together.

Anxiety can make us think we are dying of something bad and at the end it's just a silly fear.

Hope everything turns out for the best and I'm here If you want to chat

Yaz

[robinebc in reply to Hidden]

Ty. Im just freaking out all the time. I want to be normal. Yesterday I called a phychiatrist and was telling him what was going on. He said he didnt want to see me until I had mri of brain because he wanted to make sure I disnt have a tumor or brain cancer before he saw me...what a jerk. So now im walling around wondering if thats what is wrong with me. GOD HAS BEEN HERE WITH ME AND I AM BLESSED. here I am sitting here on my bday 32 today just freaked out on the inside

[Hidden in reply to robinebc]

Happy Birthday

Be thankful actual y because some of those doctors just want the money and will just give in to what you want said and done and yours actually wants to be sure it's not serious and that way when you start your therapy you'll know nothing is wrong and help you with your recovery to normal

[Kenya40]

I pray that every test that you take comes back negative and I pray the power of God will cover your mind, body and spirit. No more anxiety!!! Best wishes my friend!

[robinebc]

Thank you all for suporting me when im at my best.God has truly provided me with a network of peeps!!!

[Hidden]

Hello

The more tests they do your negative thoughts should fall away and give you encouragement.

Your GP is putting your mind at rest and that will hopefully give you confidence and understanding of your own body

BOB

[Hidden]

Hello

The more tests they do your negative thoughts should fall away and give you encouragement.

Your GP is putting your mind at rest and that will hopefully give you confidence and understanding of your own body

BOB