So after getting good results so far with doctor, I started having dreams I was gonna kill myself. Just bad negative thoughts and dreamt I let my kids and hubby die by terrorists. I felt so guilty after the dream. And my stomach has been in knots. My doctor put me on lexapro 10mg and zanax until lexapeo truly kicks in. My nuerologist is going to do a brain mri scan with and without contrast monday. Im just scared somwthing is wrong. Im just tired of freaking out. Im tired of tests and tired of doctors. Please keep me in your prayers everyone.