I know he hates me

[aloneforever]

I just want to die. I'm tired of hearing that things will get better. They never do. No matter what I do, I'm always wrong. I just want to die. Quit playing the"it will get better" bulletin & give me some real advice on how to end it for sure. I just want a guarantee that I won't be vegetable burden on anyone.

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[bvn3738]

Its a tough road for sure. I am on that road now just like you and feel exactly the same way. Only thing I can suggest is psych medications. If one doesn't work another well. Find a psychiatrist that will work with you until you get the right medication which will change how you feel. Then find a psychologist to work with you. Again this will take work and some time. This is the route that I am following and stopping me from jumping off the nearest bridge. Yeah its that bad for me so I am just not giving advice that I am not trying to follow myself. I have spent the past 6 months wanting to die. Only way I found to feel somewhat better is with a good psychiatrist and psychologist.