Hi I've been having a really bad last couple of days, my derealization has gotten way worse and I have vision problems as well such as it vibrating:shaking and flashes of light and weird black blobs in my peripheral vision. Which makes me think I am in the prodromal phase of schizophrenia
I am also getting really bad intrusive thoughts which really scares me such as killing someone or doing something random. I also am constantly felling like I'm not myself ?? Like I'm pretending to be myself and forcing myself to act normally. I am always questioning myself as well like for example I'll go over my day and point out all the moments where I was not acting normal to myself and this convinces me further that I am in the prodormal phase of scizophrenia ?
I just feel like I'm in a dream 24/7 and nothing feels real do you think I have it ?? Help