A gift of humor to you all. My dear friends.

[shadow45]

Since I have been such a downer lately...

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Hi Steve

Mood swings , I certainly can have those

Made me laugh !

You still have your sense of humor which is great to see

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Its one thing that keeps me going in the bad times.

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Me to Steve

xxx

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HI Shadow x This made me smile and chuckle slightly if I'm honest x Dont worry about being on a downer, we all have bad days. In fact its them bad days that make us realise how good the good days really are. Donver x

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So true Donver..

[thomson1898]

I like it, made me laugh

Think I'll have to show my teenager that one

Hope things work out for you sooner rather than later

x

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hi steve, love your sense of humour, you have had it so tough lately, your posts are heart breaking, but after all the heartache you can still show us all that with the right attitude & commitment & of course humour we can defeat anything, am so pleased for you, well done mate . jasper x

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Jasper I feel this site and all of you are the only place I can reveal my true feelings about my mental state.What a relief it is to have such support... I know my posts are hard to read as are so many on this wonderful site... Your responses have been uplifting in the true sense of the meaning... You have lifted me up... and in doing so have given me hope ... Bless you x steve

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Hi Steve,

A great caption, glad you have your sense of humour, boy do we need that.

I am just listening to a CD of P.J. Proby, one of my favourite singers, in my youth. I went to see him at Great Yarmouth and he wore a pink/purple all in one. Do you remember him and if not who is your favourite singer?

I am going to a chanting evening at my teacher's yoga house. We chant 108 times the Myrityunjaya Mantra it is supposed to be balancing to the mind and body and helps with poor health, I will put your name, and for all that need it ,forward for some healing.

Eunice xx

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thank you Eunice...BTW.. Eunice was my Aunts name.

[Kimmieblue]

Hi Steve, wonderful to see you still have your great sense of humour. You've bared your very soul on this site and I so feel for you my friend.

I try to stay positive which isn't really easy and I sometimes feel a bit wrapped up in myself but that caption really made me laugh so much, just what I needed, thanks again Steve. All the best. X

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Yes Kimmie... We do need a laugh.This site is the only place I feel safe enough to say how I really feel I know you al understand the depths of despair I feel at times....I have had another offer on my house which is great.... They want a quick close if all goes well with the inspection( April 9TH). So I am under some pressure once again to find a new home. I worry more about my darn cat than I do myself.... Finding a pet friendly rental is not easy... She`s an outdoor Cat as well So I need to find a ground floor unit.. The stress is getting to me as I look through the rental listing I may find a place that I like but wont suit my Cats needs. The thought of having to get someone to adopt her sends me off the rails..fingers crossed she will be able to adapt to a new home if she can't roam around outside.. x steve

[Kimmieblue]

OMG! Another offer and needing a quick completion, that's absolutely wonderful news Steve. I was really hoping it wouldn't take long to find new buyers as the other had fallen through.

Oh really, that piece of news gives me such hope, that things can get better for all of our problems if we just take each day as it comes. I have found it hard lately to do that but I'll plod on as usual!!

Don't worry about your cat, I'm sure it will sort itself, you won't have to get her adopted, that would be unbearable, so keeping my fingers crossed with you for a great rental appearing soon. Take care Steve. X

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-I know it's great news on the selling front. If only I didn't have this damn anxiety I'd be able to see out of the haze.... Every little thing now a mountain.... I am looking at two places on Monday that take pets.... One is three houses down... But its up for sale as well (the rental is on the main) And the other is a small studio but its on the second floor... This is where it gets tricky... The studio is all I really need... But my cat will not be able to access the outside. The one close to me is almost twice as much... but it has easy access for my cat. If the sale goes through I really need to rent for April 1ST. Oh man even as I say this my anxiety is swelling up ...gotta go now steve

[Kimmieblue]

Ok Steve, you keep wishing and hoping sweetheart, things will be ok. Keeping everything crossed for you. All the best. X

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Very good, and true xxxx