Today's symptoms...

Hello everyone

I'm on lunch...sitting here minding my own business and boom! out of nowhere the most horrible crushing pain on the muscle above my left boob...then my left arm went numb. Safe to say I thought "oh here we go a stroke"

How can anxiety make you feel sooooooooooo poo!!!!!!!!!

It's like the grim reaper is constantly playing tricks on me.

I haven't mentioned this to you guys but I have recently got involved with someone new(after my horrible breakup) and I'm really happy with this new person and they are really good about my anxiety and want to try and help and it's lovely to be with someone like that...but when I'm feeling rubbish which is all the time these days I keep pushing them away cause it just feel no one will ever get it. I don't want to ruin this relationship.

It's always a drama my life so it's my turn to ask today? Is it ever gonna get better?

Xx

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Hello drama queen

You were not meant to be here today according to yesterday's symptoms , told you that you would be though

I had exactly what you described on Saturday just the same , I think I was anxious because seriously I was rushing round like a mad women trying to get everything done before Will time & I think I got to stressed then that happened but I just thought Oh no I haven't got time for a stroke today !!!

Trying to make you smile here

Had you just eaten & do you eat quick as indigestion as well as your anxiety can cause this but it's not a stroke & yo will be on tomorrow with your update on your symptoms

I know it can be easy to push people away , I can do the same as I feel I want to be left alone at times but always explain how you are feeling & as you have found someone that understands that will help

Make sure though that you are not pushing them away because you don't feel you deserve them because you do

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Haha that is true. I did think I was done for yesterday and here we are now today and I'm still battling away.

I've now got the sorest head ever. But I'm just putting that down to being stressed out my head lol.

Same time tomorrow for the new symptoms? Haha

Xx

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Cant wait , I shall look out for them

xxx

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Hi ashley. Hope you are feeling better now. Just wanted to say that i get my left arm go weak and a aching to it and my left leg at the same time. I put it down to anxiety now as i posted about it a while ago and was told by the good people of this site that it was anxiety . You wil get there ashley. Tell anxiety to bog off. Also so pleased for you that you have new relationship. As whywhy said never think you dont deserve it because you do. Just explain how you feel.

Bonnie

Xx

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Hey Bonnie.

This anxiety malarky really takes it out of you. But you are right I need to tell it to do one(that's being nice lol)

You are also right about the relationship...I'm not used to being treated nicely so I guess it's a shock for me as well...and naturally I'm pushing it away as I'm scared of what happens if I open up xx

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Hi Ashley x Oh late lunch, I like mine at 12 x Oh dear x These pains u get are aright pain :/ I get the same one and it was repetitive strain in the muscle from typing and over use of phone whoops lol x Have u slept funny on your arm that could do it x

Aw happy to hear about your new person :)x Let them in if they are willing to help then believe me its a godsend to have a man who wants to help and understand and some days the hugs are the best thing about it xx

Yes it will get better one day x I have over the last year got so much better and really feel it so if I can u can for sure xx Let that man in share your problems and your halfway there x

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Hey Donver

I'm in work so I get told when I'm taking lunch which is rubbish cos I prefer mine early as well.

I sometimes think it's the way I sleep cause I don't sleep on my left side anymore cause my palps are always worse on that side lol...now it's just a habit so that restricts how I sleep.

Xx

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Hey chicken sorry you're feeling so poo today, but the grim reaper is nowhere near you. Sadly as we know anxiety can make you crap and has lots of weird and wonderful symptoms.

As for the new relationship you deserve to be happy and cared for so enjoy the love x