Its really hard for me to believe what I've done, cos worked so hard to get a job on, my door step, Ive had lots of time yo think and that should word pops up time and ti me again. I should have given it more time, I should of looked at the positives, easy job, close to home, my, boss was the only negative. But I didn't see all this until after ive done it.
my ex collegues used to moan but they have stuck with it, I think that I took on too much of their negatives. It's a brand new store and they have rode through it, why didn't I.?
It seems like it was someone else's decided and not me. I have been broken by it, cos I can never get it back it was never meant to be like this, I was supposed too be settled in my job. And moving forward.
Can't get my head around it C