Results day.....

Well, woke up feeling crap! What a surprise..

I am dreading today... trying not to think about it to be honest!

I made it to work though, literally couldn't get our of bed this morning... so that's an achievement...

Spoke to the guys at work, one of them said well at least today, if there's nothing there you know its anxiety and that's what you need to sort out... Or if there is something there it will more than likely be treatable which will make you feel better so trying to look at it like that...

When I say trying I think there going to say you have a brain tumour or MS and there's nothing we can do

I am feeling rather sick though, shakey and dizzy, the joys! I don't really know if I will be able to walk into the hospital...

I will keep you updated...

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I hope there is a lot of distractions for you at work to keep you going. Keep doing the deep breathing.

Take care, I'm willing you on, take it easy and see you later xx

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Thank you

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Morning fedup

Sneaked on then I see

Been thinking about you & had a feeling you would feel this way as you suffer with anxiety & this is how it makes us think , negative !

I no it doesnt help when I keep saying I would be just the same , but I would & then after I would be ill for about a week & would want to kick myself for worrying so much , but when you have HA , thats one thing , but then once little bits & bobs do start going wrong , it really sends it into over drive

I no its not the same , but I have sinus problems & get lots of headaches & migraines , been on antibiotics & the headaches & migraines seem to have stopped & I have to be honest , by head has thought this could be a BT & the antibiotics are taking it down , even though I have been suffering like this for 10 years & I dont think I have ever heard & certainly not come across anyone that has had one this long ! thats the sensible side of my brain talking there , but the anxiety side well thats another story !

Now you will get there & you will walk in , your legs may feel like jelly & you may feel you are floating , but that will be your anxiety & I have everything crossed , that later we will have a happy fed up on here , telling us good news

You are doing soooo well

Love

whywhy

xxx

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God, I am not doing well, im pacing up and down and can't sit still

I've got all these horrible images in my head.. seeing my name in the daily mail saying and she was due to get her results today but died the morning of! What is wrong with me!!

I am shaking and feel so so dizzy I know its anxiety deep down but keep thinking what if this time its not and something happens...

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Do you think you would hit the headlines

I dont because I no its not going to happen

When I was at the hospital the other week & they scanned my neck & I had to wait , I had planned my funeral in my head , what a waste of time that was , because when I went back in they said it was nothing !

There is nothing wrong with you , this is anxiety at its worse when are worse fears are kicking in

You will be shaking & feeling dizzy , I bet there is more adrenaline going round your body than it knows how to cope with at the moment

Try & make sure you eat , or that will make things worse

Nothing is going to happen , you will be on here later

Last night you were saying goodbye , you didnt think you would be here this morning , & you are & you will be later

xxx

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Wishing you all the luck in the world........... xx

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Good luck x

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You should be there now I would think

Everything is crossed , good luck

xxx

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Still at hospital waiting... I feel like I'm going to faint there a 30min delay I really can't cope I just want to walk out!

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You wont faint hun

Can you have a walk out a minute or get some water maybe ?

Dont walk out you would regret it , you are nearly there now , the last few steps , you can do this , come on we are here waiting for you

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Stick with it, you can do it.

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Distract yourself, what happened in Holby City last night?

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Its nearly over, just be strong for a little longer........... xx

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Cup your hands over your mouth and do a few deep breaths.

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Look around you, I know that's difficult but it can help. Are there other people in the waiting room? What are they wearing?

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Yes I look round & see if I can see anyone that looks like someone famous , a look a like

I have spotted a few sometimes

I think you may have been called in now ...hope so

xxx

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I have fantastic news, no tumour, no MS nothing is wrong with me....

I just want to say thank you to all of you... I can well and truly say that the support I've had on here has been beyond belief...

I well and truly believe this is anxiety and stress now and will take steps to beat it

Thanks again everyone xx

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I am so relieved for you told you

Bet you are smiling

No been in the newspaper after all & thank goodness you retracted your Goodbye to OH lol

Well done hun

Now its dealing with the anxiety , which I no you will do

xxx

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I burst into tears when I walked out... I felt like such an idiot... I've put the people I love through hell.... I've got therapy Saturday so hopefully I will get back on track

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It was the relief that made you cry , would have been the same for me to

Your loved ones will understand & just be relieved for you

Well up & on wards & good look with the therapy , let us no how that goes

xxx

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This is fab news I have been the same today had chest pain on and off and convinced myself it's a heart attack again. This was hours ago Iam stil here and breathing. I tell myself it's anxiety and it's horrible but nothing bad will happen. Amazing news u will beat this like I said I my message it's so hard to accept its anxiety when u have physical symptoms as u believe ur ill and something is happening xxx

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Im so chuffed for you.......... what a relief!!

you deserve a nice treat!! xx

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Thanks again, I'm feeling a bit naff! Not sure why, think I'm like exhausted from the relief of it all!! X