So after being scared of this day it's been actually okay...suns been out so I've opened the balcony door and put out a few washings, then I walked down the road to the Ford dealership and bought myself a new little car. Nothing big just a little A2B type one.
Feel a bit palpy just now but think that's cos I've just sat down, so I'll just try and chill out.
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Well look at you , we are with balcony & new car , sounds like a good day to me
I am pleased you have got through today , I knew you could , you will get used to it
Tell your palps to do one 
love
whywhy
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Well your words of encouragement were also a big part of it. I tell you this site would be lost without you. So don't let anyone drive you away or you might see me freak out lol
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I will have to look back at what I said , it was done , with me half a asleep, looking through one eye , glad it worked , it did cross my mind as I was out I wonder what I wrote 
Erm Ashley , if I left , how would I see or no you had freaked lol just a thought
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Good to bad
Still not feeling good
Late Night Anxiety 
