Well I suffer from anxiety just like everyone else on here but I also suffer from OCD. It's so hard to live life day to day. Espically if you can't get control of your own thoughts. Lately I've been doing great! I didn't have any intrusive thoughts no anxiety attacks, I felt my old self again. But in the couple of days I've been continueisly going to the hospital. I've been there so many times that they know my name. Lately I've been thinking that I have a disease even though I show no symptoms and I went to the doctor and they told me I don't have it but still convinced that I do. I talked to my counselor about this and she said you need to separate your rational thoughts from your irrational thoughts. That is kind of hard for me because I have OCD and I obsess over things and I have intrusive thoughts that are so bad I hate thinking and being left alone with my thoughts. I'm trying my absolute hardest to keep myself sane but it's like I will never be my old self again. Sometimes I think that I would feel better in a mental hospital or just living in a hospital. That's how hard it is. Thank you for reading this. It means a lot.
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