Sorry so many of you are feeling like shit,I am pretty ok again,about to make a big decision very soon.No,not what to have for my tea but about my future long term and I need to get it right.
Before that though I have to have an operation,tomorrow,yes tomorrow,no, not a sex change,enlargement or reduction but a proper operation which is quite important.So,if everything works out and I don't get killed to death or worse,I can put my plan into action.
I have decided that I am going to become a counsellor,it is my vocation,6 weeks ago I did not know this,I now do.My life has changed dramatically recently,I was simply plodding along prior to my breakdown and that's what it was,a complete breakdown.I'm glad it happened,I see things differently,I no longer judge,I have been given this opportunity which I will grasp.
I plan to keep blogging and keep you informed as I believe it can benefit everyone.
P.S.If I don't make it through my operation,I am gonna haunt each and everyone of you Bar Stewards and no,I will not give you the lottery numbers!!