Staying in bed all day and can’t move

[Dancelady63]

I haven’t been functioning the last 4 years and it’s getting worse every day. I want to go back to my country of origin but can’t afford to go plus my family has passed away and I remember it would be better than staying here. My sig other has been paying all the bills otherwise I would be out in the streets. I have a mind of a kid since I can’t remember nothing. Not taking any meds since they make it worse. I wish I was dead than feeling this way. Sorry for venting but I just don’t know what to do anymore.

[optimismrus]

This site is for venting, don't feel sorry, Dancelady. It's so hard being stuck, and feeling hopeless. Be kind to yourself despite your challenges. Our relationships with ourselves are the most important relationships we will ever have. It took me so long to figure that out. Sending you courage and strength 🥰

[sotired67 in reply to optimismrus]

That was a lovely kind reply from optimismrus.

I hope it provided the means for which it was sent.

[LazyXrayEyes2255]

sometimes we need rest and time can help us xx

but do remember to take meds xx

so very important you look after yourself and self care xx

[sotired67 in reply to LazyXrayEyes2255]

I agree with you LazyXrayEyes2255

even though I tend to get negative side effects from medication

particularly for my itchy skin problem and high blood pressure.