Hate it

[Chocolatechip8787]

I've been suffering from depression for 30 years and I HATE the way it makes me feel. This illness sucks BIG time. I wish it would go away FOREVER.

[Celtic18]

Hi chocolate chip I'm sorry to see how long you've had depression i guess a lot of the medications don't work for you im taking venlafaxine at the moment and I find it works well enough to make me feel more stable along with other meds! Is you doctor not helping you much if so is it worth changing doctor or just ask for a second opinion ! I wish you all the best God bless

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to Celtic18]

Thank you!! My therapist is helpful but I just hate dealing with the depression and the emotional bouts.

[mizzou7016 in reply to Chocolatechip8787]

As long as you continue the fight....you can deal with anything.....you've got this....I believe in you

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to mizzou7016]

Thank you so VERY much!!

[mizzou7016 in reply to Chocolatechip8787]

I know what it's like to fight your demons for so long....I am struggling to get away from mine.....work environment doesn't help....trying to get out of it

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to mizzou7016]

Blessings 😇 😇

[Sdreid in reply to Chocolatechip8787]

Really tough. I've been on meds for anxiety and depression for 16yrs.Tgey make me so tired. I manage to walk my dog and play my Clarsach and then zzzz. I sleep for around 12hrs a day. Seems such a waste of my life. I've tried coming off but it never works. I'm a happy positive person. If it wasn't for my dog I don't know where I'd be.Best advice is let mother nature heal you. Look into the light each day.

Smile at the colours nature produces. Breath deeply at least 3 times a day..

Ain to reduce but not give up.

Little changes can have so much benifit.

[Beavis2022]

Had it for a lifetime, off and on, but anxiety always, due to low self-esteem. Just have to find my way every day. Yes, it does suck, and isn't fair.

[Cleaner]

Yes I've been like it for over 30 years to, lots of different medications and therapists, yet it never goes away nothing has helped. I really hope that you do find a way to get though it.

[Beavis2022 in reply to Cleaner]

Me, too. Nothing worked - not even ECT. Just have to make the best of it, when possible. It helps to have supportive people, and keeping busy with things you like.

[bethelbee in reply to Beavis2022]

Have you tried TMS? That's what really worked for me after meds stopped working. Obviously everyone has different outcomes.

[Beavis2022 in reply to bethelbee]

Thanks, I've heard of it - don't know who gives it or if ins. will cover it. I'll look into it.

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to Cleaner]

Thank you

[Celtic18]

Hi there chocolatechip hope you are feeling better today i wish you well !

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to Celtic18]

Thank you

[Pitalife]

It definitely is a burden on reg life,I suffer w bipolar n severe social anxiety n panic attacks on m 63 and this has been long road trip,ll never get used to.its horrible,I wish you the best on your journey..pita.

[bethelbee]

Hi!! Sorry you are struggling. Have you considered alternative treatment to meds? I was on meds for decades before becoming treatment resistant a few years ago. My therapist recommended TMS and for me it was a life changer. I had 3 rounds, the positive results of the first two each lasting about 6 months and the 3rd still working after 3 years. Obviously results vary, for some it doesn't work but success rates are relatively high. Right before the 2nd round I was suicidal and if not for treatment I may not be sitting here today. It's a big time commitment, 5x/wk for 6-7 weeks but well worth it; each session is about 20 minutes. Maybe talk to your doctor about the possibility. If you have any questions please ask. BTW, I am presently 69.

[Depressed_Individual]

I am so sorry you have been suffering for so long. Depression seems to be a constant struggle. I hope you find some peace someday. Take care

[Chocolatechip8787]

Blessings and thank you!! Hopefully you will find peace as well 🙏🏾!! Praying for you

[SayNOtoPanic]

Lifting you in prayer Chocolatechip8787.

[Chocolatechip8787]

Blessings and thank you

[Jmenright12]

I'm 28 and have had depression my whole life. For the past decade it has been severe, even acute at times. It is a heavy burden, indeed. I've gleaned that being more grateful can help battle depression. I've tried it and it has helped me, I would have to say. Hope this helps! Prayers.

[Chocolatechip8787 in reply to Jmenright12]

Blessings and thank you