Depression over kids

[Racewac844]

I'm sorry for coming here again but I've been struggling. The struggling is worse because I regret my abortion at 27 although friends say I saved it from a traumatic future. Now I'm married and my husband wanted to wait because he's heard bad stories of marriages. Where they end and the wife goes after the father. Now I'm worried waited too long. Our sex life has been not the best for the last year. I'm late but I'm constantly under stress. I'm thinking menopause. I miss my husband. My happiness but this is a big factor on why I'm depressed. I'm so afraid too that he never wanted kids w me

[litethatnevergoesout]

talk about it with him and depending on that conversation include a doctor.

[Racewac844 in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

I'm afraid to because I always overshare w him and I don't want to strain my relationship. Missing him , trauma and the loss of kids really depresses me it's making it hard. I'm sorry for asking for help

[Racewac844 in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

My view on everything and everyone is tainted. Or not the same that's bothering me too

[litethatnevergoesout in reply to Racewac844]

don’t be sorry asking for help. things change some change in ourselves is hard

[Racewac844 in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

I'm just scared. Lost dreams, trauma and nobody to talk to feel trapped