Overwhelmed

[Bablito]

Hi everyone I am new here,I'm just tired of doing this life thing anymore,I can not seem to get my life in order I constantly feel like a looser,I have pushed everyone I was close to away because somehow I felt like a burden and I just couldn't explain what I was going on with me to them,my mind is winning the battle over me,I can not even go outside without fear gripping in and a feeling that something bad is going to happen,I feel like everyone is steering at me and thinking how useless and weak I am,I feel like its time I ended things,I really is hard to do this life thing with anxiety and depression ,I have been struggling with this feeling for years now,I have totally lost the will and drive to push on through,I don't remember how happiness feels like,I am in a very dark place and just don't know how Im going to make it out,what I know is that I can not carry on life like this

[HaikuYou]

You're safe right now in this moment.

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[Bablito in reply to HaikuYou]

Thank you,I really appreciate it

[nchauf]

I have been there. I have wanted to end it and have tried many times. I felt like a loser today and am just getting over feeling depressed about it. All I can say is that there is hope. Not sure what you have been through in life but things will get better if you believe they will. It might take some time but with honest effort you will get there. Positive self talk is what helps me. I lay down and listen to music and just talk to myself. Not out loud but in my head. It is kind of like meditation. I just think and sometimes I am motivated to write. I motivate myself by talking myself out of depression. I search the web for articles about what I am going through. I have learned to talk myself out of a bad spot. I hope you have enough motivation to try these things. Sometimes I just sleep. Sometimes I good nap will sort your brain out. Music is what helps me the most. Like some relaxing chill music and just think. I go outside and walk. There is a reason you are here and you have a purpose to fill. Your life is valuable and you just have to believe it. You have worth in this world and can be a valuable to asset to others.

[Tracey0101]

Yes and you are here for a good purpose I was in many dark valleys and lots of really horrible times and horrible things happened to me and suicidal and I am glad I stayed in this life because what I know now if I had ended my life I would of missed so much like I have a lovely beautiful son and I never knew that I could be a fundraiser to so many charities and giving others the hope and love of life in my artwork and giving people that love and hope has my life better than it was. You don't know what you can do with your broken pieces until you give them a chance to heal and you don't know who you will be a used in a good way making good and a difference to others one day. You never know when you don't get a miracle you can still be a miracle for someone else. Someone who may be sad and they see you and you could be there miracle because if someone is suffering same as you you can comfort each other and help build each other up maybe be a friend to someone who as similar problems can help and support each other because you understand what it's like with your own stuff if say someone has adhd or autism or both you can understand each other that is what our purpose is to help and love each other and forgive each other as well but to do good in this world with others and be used what we can be used in good to those that need it and to do good in the world.

[Bablito]

Thanks for taking your time and reminding me that it does get better with time,I will hold on to the promise of a better and healed vision of myself