So my grandmother went in last Thursday for a procedure to implant a device called a watchmen to fix her AFIB in her heart. Sunday morning she had passed away from a stroke, two heart attacks, a blood infection and failing kidneys. My world has turned upside down in a blink of an eye and all of a sudden I’m helping plan a funeral. Picking out pictures and music and clothes. Everyone asking me if I’m ok every other minute. I’m not ok. I won’t be ok for a long time. I’ve already lost both my father’s parents to cancer years ago and that scab has just been ripped off. Suddenly I’m a little boy again, not knowing what I’m gonna do without them. Just completely helpless and being washed along with the flow.
Sudden loss.: So my grandmother went in... - Anxiety and Depre...
Sudden loss.
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I`m sorry to hear that god bless you`re grandmother thoughts are with you all. we have a forum here called bereavement care and share that might be something for you to consider joining to help you through difficult times.
I lost my Grandma in 1989 and still miss her terribly. You have my deepest condolences.
Hi @Sage27 I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for strength, healing and peace for you as you navigate this season you're in.
Sorry for your loss
sending you prayers of support, at Godspeed
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