Does all anxiety and depression stem from distorted thoughts about self-worth?
I feel like a failure for not having a house, not exercising, not making more money, the list goes on. Then I get deeply depressed because I have to "earn" worth and that is impossible.
We get anxious about failing a test, because of the impact it could have to our self-worth? I am talking the anxious disorder type anxiety, not the good anxiety that would motivate us to study and learn and pass to save time and money and take some pride in our work.
We get anxious about going outside (agoraphobia?) because at some point that has become tied to our self worth and it becomes a downward spiral because we then lower our self worth more each time we plan to and do not go outside?
I struggle with an eating disorder because I feel bad about eating something that I don't feel will serve me or I didn't plan to eat, and then I feel worthless. Obviously very distorted thinking.
I read about Chester Bennington a bit because I know he had died by suicide, and he was sexually abused when he was young. That will skew anyone's self-worth.
So does anyone have anything they love that helps them with self-worth? I know there are workbooks and stuff. I like exercise, but it is not healthy often because if I don't exercise I feel worse.
I think acceptance of being average, or even below-average, is empowering for me because I don't have to be perfect (or try to be) to feel okay. I think the end goal is the "death of the self" where we don't need self-worth at all because there is no self that needs worth. I think that is a Buddhist concept...