Is it real

[C41N]

im confused on my emotions actually. i want to be true like express how i feel but even that i feel its not true at all. am I just feeling depress or overacting? i wanna laugh because i dont know hahaha. Everyone is saying that theyre not used to me getting on moody or even being annoyed so i fix the problem for them. is it even normal to feel that i accept death anytime, i would give my life easily for others. even this i dont know if what i am feeling is real. apologies im not putting much attention on my letters that should be capitalized. LOL

[Dolphin14]

C41N

Welcome to the community.

Are you suffering from depression ?

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[C41N in reply to Dolphin14]

i never got myself checked if i am.

[litethatnevergoesout in reply to C41N]

Being depressed can be one of those things we tend to diagnose ourselves a lot as we know our emotions. it takes a series of questions and assessment from a doctor to get diagnosed though as other things maybe the root cause. or that it’s something else not unlike depression.

[litethatnevergoesout]

Cain, welcome, I would like to help and support you, what are you trying to say here? I’m sure I don’t quite understand your sense of humor, not believing in yourself being honest with how you feel being laughable helps you not cope with issues I suppose, I don’t know that’s what I got out of what you wrote, help us understand, this a place you can feel safe to open up about delicate things.

[C41N in reply to litethatnevergoesout]

Its like i wanna be true about it but in the of the tunnel i dont know if muy feeling or emotions are true. Like there is doubt. Am i just overacting or what i feel, is it really true that i am suffering.

[litethatnevergoesout in reply to C41N]

The brain plays games with us and depression is a liar. only you know how you truly feel but there are questions that get to the point that are less ambiguous about how we feel and have more to do with our actions and ability to accomplish things that don’t really include mood. get assessed by a doctor or psychiatrist. I’ll add that society in general thinks that we can snap out of how we feel and cheer up that we are making a big deal of things. and our own minds will second guess ourselves.