Too much!

[CLB1125]

I am past my limit of what I can fit in my brain! I'm on overload! My antidepression meds are riding around the country somewhere. They closed a distrubution center near me so now our mail gets rerouted. Gotta love government BS! A week without them. I'm like a balloon sitting a hair width away from a pin. If one more thing fills my brain I will explode! Besides withdrawing from them, I don't have their help either. My husband pisses me off just by breathing too loud! 🤭Sick chickens, cats, dogs, children, grandchildrem, girlfriends, boyfriends, fighting, lying, a niece getting mixed up with some preditor on the internet! OMG!!! When does it stop? I'm so busy taking care of everybody , I don't get time to make calls about meds or therapy. My anxiety kicks in and I can't make those calls. It's physically draining. I know I can't run away so I find myself daydreaming about hiding in my closet with a blanket over my head so it's dark and quiet and nobody knows where I am. I wish my husband could just understand that I can't just shut off like he does. I wish he see how bad I'm dealing with it all. I just wish he could hug me and say it's ok I'll take care of you. But he doesn't.

[Stilltrying2]

CLB1125,

Wow, that is an awful lot to ask one person to handle. You seem to always have a lot going on at the same time. Take it easy on yourself. Dealing with not having your medication would be enough to handle even without those other things. I did it once, and I know how tough it is. I am sorry that you have to go through this. I truly hope your medicine arrives soon, so at least some of the stress can be alleviated. You deserve a breather. Sometimes the people who take care of everyone else need some care and understanding too!

[BlueAgave]

Oh my goodness! I can't believe the mess with your medication. I would be on the floor. Is there anyway your doctor can call some into a pharmacy for you, at least a few days worth? I'm so sorry. This is not right for the country we live in. I have to use mail order pharmacy too, but I've got a back up with the local pharmacy. Deep breaths! You will get through, hang in there 🫂

[Turnipgirl]

Back in February there was a mess up with my medication and I finally received it at the end of March from that pharmacy and I made a fuss over it!

Thankfully I managed to get a paper prescription off the gp and took it to a different pharmacy who have been very good and saw them for the review as requested and a blood test.

When the prescription did turn up it said to make an appointment for a review which I could safely ignore and throw in the bin as that had already been done!

I decided to take this as a lesson not to go to that pharmacy again where they messed up the prescription and I was right to have made a fuss!

[Starrlight]

(((((((((((hug))))))))))) that sounds so 😞 difficult. I hear you my heart goes out to you ❤️and I hope things come back together soon. Stay strong, beautiful.

[Vasiliki99]

Yes I know what you mean I have 5000 unopened emails the world has gone mad mad mad and I keep feeling guilty miserable and sick and I wish I was more nice to my family and my cat IU feel like S#### agreed -------------------------------