Need a reason

[Havock]

I lost my daughter in 2020, and I am having a hard time excepting that fact. Most days.I struggle to live. I really don't want to be here any more. I am 62 retired. I have PTSD, severe anxiety disorder, seasonal affective disorder, and depression. I take 15 pills a day just to function and recently lost my therapist. Flying solo

[litethatnevergoesout]

I am so saddened about your daughter. there is a bereavement care and share group on HU.

healthunlocked.com/bereavem...

[Aguila1794]

I’m so sorry that you lost your daughter. No parent should have to endure that. Just know that she wouldn’t want you to give up.

[baseballbabe]

You're not solo. I lost my younger sister at 15 [she was 12]. In the past 5 years I've lost both parents, sold the family house and bought my own. Now I'm not working. All I do is think. I'm sorry.

[secrets22]

it saddens me to read your story, and with everything else in your life it must be extremely hard for you.

[Arymretep]

I’m so sorry about your daughter, it’s one of the worse things to lose a child, I can’t even Imagine it, I’m sure your daughter wouldn’t want you to give up, so keep going for her sake, im thinking of you x

[chocolatecookie101]

Sending so much love x

[PacoDennis]

I just joined HU a few daze ago, shared my feelings and I am already feeling better. Thanks all. I think it is alright to have inspirational feelings and happy thoughts. We have to be able to Be flexible in our choices, what we get interested in. When losing a child, it is more than hurt we feel, it is devastating to the core. You wonder how you will ever be the same again. By now, you know you have changed to the point of needing lots of meds and help from others to even find the will to go on. Well, you do have that will, and if you follow it , it will carry through whatever comes your way.

I hope you find some things to live for, and get interested in them. Start enjoying some of your time here on this "forsaken" planet.

[ashleybakerr01]

I lost my son but I was only 14 weeks pregnant so I dot fully understand but in a way I do to some extent. I'm so sorry about your daughter, it's hard losing a child at any point. This site has lots of caring people who will listen, me being one. If you ever need to talk, vent, anything I'll be here. Sending love and hugs