I've been on medication for a long time, I've tried different meds from my doctor with no success. The ones I've been on are not working anymore. I feel hopeless and I'm scared. What keeps me going is that i'm being introduced to a new treatment that doesn't involve drugs. Look up TMS, its a new treatment that I've been told can improve my mood a lot. Maybe even get me off these chemicals that have done me more harm than good. Other things that keep me going are my family; friends; and my beloved girlfriend who has seen me at my worst and never leaves me.
This is all great but things take time and in the meantime I'm emotional pain. And I find myself crying more often. I'm scared.