not on here often-but fear for sanity now-

[littlemawther]

difficult upbringing-loved mum tho',cant deal with emotions between people-lose myself,but not always, some people make me strong, but i cant find them- esp here- ran from london- was not welome hehere, but cant get back -phobia,fixed thought sufferer, but not ocd-alone in norwich uk- people just let you down or run-in physical pain but not 'ill' as such,just mentally? not really, ultra sensitive to what comes from others and wanting to know what life and death really ARE-s0 altho desparate not suicidal

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I'm sorry you are struggling. Many people in this group are struggling and we understand. Have you tried to find a therapist or mental health agency or even a church where you can speak to a pastor? We all need someone to listen and understand.

[littlemawther in reply to Hidden]

thank you for your kindness-i am one of gods chosen to suffer i reckon jill

[littlemawther in reply to littlemawther]

have a therapit lined up=but so weary of phobiaand emotional psasin-hiding it like you have to-