mornings are always the hardest. I am back at work today. I’m hoping it helps. But I had a very hard time getting up and out of my bed. My stomach is upset, but I’m assuming it anxiety. I am so fearful that the virus I had is now a stomach virus but I know that is probably not the case…right? This sounds terrible but I woke up twice in the middle of the night hungry so I ate crackers. To me that means I’m not sick and it’s anxiety. But I don’t know. I just want to feel better.
I’m hoping that work will be a good distraction. I’m excited for tonight when I can just get cozy in my bed and rest, but that seems so far away and hard to reach. I have therapy tonight which I think will be very helpful.