Unbelievably down tonight

[ashleybakerr01]

Tonight I'm just so unbelievably down, I can't seem to get the tears to stop for too long then I start again. I'm so unhappy with how I look, I've always struggled with weight and body image issues. I miss my two heavenly angels babies alot tonight also 💔. Everything is hitting all at once. I'm not sure what to do with myself

[EndlessJourney]

I feel you. I can't look at myself in the mirror or in pictures... Body dysmorphia kills your self esteem and self confidence.

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to EndlessJourney]

That it does. It's been years...

[Downinil]

Hi Ashly, I’m here if you need me.

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to Downinil]

Thank you

[LoveforAll41]

I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way Ashley and that you have lost your cats (I believe?). I try to focus on the function of what my body can do and be happy I can walk and do things physcially that I enjoy. I hope that you are in therapy and working on this. We as humans are so much more than our bodies, despite what media may say. Remember that you have inherent worth as a human no matter what you do or don't do or what you look like. It is okay to cry and vent and feel emotions. I wish you peace, hope, and strength.☮️

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to LoveforAll41]

Yeah I had to give up my cats. And this April 20th will be 2 years since my last miscarriage, stillborn at 14 weeks. It's just alot to handle